You can tell I'm happy to be making content again, can't you? I love the quality difference when I use my camera too, it makes me more excited about filming. I don't know about anyone else but sometimes I procrastinate a task or project because I'm worried I won't execute it as well as I've perfected it in my mind. This is something I do a lot so I end up doing nothing at all. I commend people who throw themselves into things, and even if it doesn't work out how they wanted, they've won because they tried. Plus, those kinds of people are never down for long. I want to be more like that... 🎞
*currently listening to Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers*
I bet you are wondering, "how good did it feel to fuck when you got out of prison?" I can tell you that it was... lovely, but what I'm more excited about is self pleasure. I didn't masturbate the whole time I was in prison and I consciously made the decision not to. It might sound odd but I genuinely did not want to share something that is sacred to me with the walls that incarcerated me. There were definitely times when I was tempted, especially at night. I'd put my eye mask on so that even if my eyes accidentally opened I would remain in the fictional fucking I was experiencing. Alas, I demonstrated self restraint towards my own body - I'm not promising I kept my hands off the other girls though!
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it's an extra long weekend here in the UK because it's the Queen's 70th Jubilee.
I'm sure you can all guess my stance on this: **fuck the monarchy.**
*There are currently 14.5 million people living in poverty in the UK.*
I live in a society which forces people to choose between heating and food. Families can't afford to turn on the gas to heat the food they've been made to collect from a food bank, and yet our monarchy sits on millions from the state only reaching for it when a nonce needs bailing out.
I can't help but think about the unsettling dichotomy between the street parties held to celebrate the rich, and the the homeless community who routinely eat on the street because our government doesn't offer affordable housing.
I wish I could crush the monarchy beneath my massive tits.
My new obsession is going to be lounge wear. I want to be the girlfriend that acts cute in my tight shorts while I am making us dinner but really I know that the shape of my ass is making you hungry for something else 🍽
all morning I've been listening to a playlist titled "Soulful" and it's so uplifting. I like living life a little slower, so I'm sorta dancing around from my laptop, to the coffee pot, to the fridge (your girl likes to snack, ok?)
I've got a good feeling today, I hope it lasts all weekend and I hope you feel it too.
*currently listening to River by Leon Bridges*
I've got a lot of love for this lingerie set. It's probably the cheapest out of all which I own and it has been loyal, committed & frankly, it's been through a lot.
On the day I was being sentenced to prison I took a suitcase of my favourite comfy clothing, plus a lot of underwear. Well, as you can probably imagine, I wasn't keen on the idea of bringing it back with me when I got released so I binned most of it. It's also customary in prison to hand out the belongings you brought to the other inmates as they will need it more than you do.
Anyway, this is the only bra I own that actually fits. Actually, I've got nice lingerie, but no other day-to-day bras. So prepare to see pictures of me wearing this! I suppose I could just not wear anything though...
I’m about to tuck myself into bed! I am so pleased to have completed my first day back online & reconnecting with everybody.
For those of you who tipped me today and while I was incarcerated - thank you! And those of you who played with me today and bought custom content, you made my return so enjoyable.
Thank you for choosing me to explore your fantasies with, it is a genuine pleasure. 🥂
**I AM OUT OF PRISON!**
what a wild ride I've just been on! I can't wait to tell you about it - expect plenty of sexy secrets about prison life, wild stories of the things I saw, and a lot of creative content. I've got so many ideas, obviously, because I had so much time to think about them!
I used to keep my personal life, my activist life and my work life very separate. I used to believe that for each of these parts of my life to succeed I must work on them individually and independently. However, I realised in prison that segregating the foundational facets of my existence inhibits the merging of the qualities that each one demands. In my personal life I love travelling, reading, learning about other cultures, making friends, but I struggle with expressing my feelings. My activist life demands dedication and conviction, and thrives when I can express myself. My work life requires creativity, being open and vulnerable. Without much depth of thought it is easy to see how the qualities I require in one aspect of my life are necessary and transferrable to another, and in my attempt to keep them separate I have prevented this important fusion. How this relates to prison is quite profound really, because although I was incarcerated for my activism, there are so many stages in my life and other sides of my personality which set me up for it. My empathy put me in prison, my political beliefs put me in prison, a book put me in prison, my physical body put me in prison.
So I'm taking an oath. Let things converge. Let the comfortable shake hands with the uncomfortable. Introduce bravery to vulnerability. Experiment with new ideas and seek new facets of my identity. How I ever thought being one thing at a time was ever going to work I don't know, and I must have been trying to run away from it for a while. It has been staring me in the face for years. Jasmine, it is time. Be soft, be strong.
I can't wait to introduce you to the other wild sides of me. Are you excited to embark on this journey?
*swipe the see pictures of my tag (bracelet I have to wear on my ankle while I am serving my sentence in the community), of me looking cute today, of me out doing shoots, doing activism, and being released from prison!*
you know what I adore? when you kiss someone hard and after they pull away you can still smell them on your skin for hours after. brb, I am melting on my sofa doing deep breathing.
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