NUDE IN LAKE (uncensored) 🌟 First part from yesterday's shoo..
Added 2020-07-09 10:20:52 +0000 UTCNUDE IN LAKE (uncensored) 🌟 First part from yesterday's shoot. Photos by www.instagram.com/markustheunholy 📸 No one is perfect. We all face different things and with everything happening this year, it is no wonder if someone does not feel ok. I just went through something life changing, but still my life is the same. The "culture shock" of returning got to me really hard and all the stress and lack of rythm got to my body just now. I have not been feeling well, mentally or physically. I thought I would be super happy and energetic when I come home, but nope. That energy stayed in Szeged somehow. I have to give myself time and some mercy. I was away from my "normal life" and "Sassy life" for 5 months so I can not force myself to just continue where I left off. I am not the same person than I was in January. I did not grow that much as a person, because I found myself way before that, but I have much more experiences, memories and loved ones. I was happy, free and careless. I have to try not to be depressed that I don't have that anymore, but to be happy I have these memories to carry with me for the rest of my life. Now I just have to try to get used to being here again, finding my passion, motivation and place again. I have new adventures ahead and I am excited about it. I don't have to do 110% every day. It's ok to take it step by step. I am not seeking any pity, I am telling you thus because I always want to be honest to you. I want you to understand the human behind the photos. To know me and know I am not perfect. I don't want to hide things. I am still the fcking fierce Sassy, don't worry about that. That will never ever change. It shows strength no admit when you feel vulnerable. That does not make you weak.
