good morning. I don't know if I've mentioned it but I went ..
Added 2022-06-22 05:25:06 +0000 UTCgood morning. I don't know if I've mentioned it but I went through a break up recently. It's messed with my head quite a bit because as opposed to there being a conversation about separating, or a heated argument that was too intense to recover from, he kinda just disappeared. There's been little to no conversation, and this all started to crumble only 4 days after I was released from prison. I don't feel particularly angry with him, but I'm sad that he thought I didn't deserve an explanation as to why he didn't want to stick around. There weren't any obvious signs, but in the first week of my release I guess I wasn't myself, so perhaps I didn't notice them. To be fair to me, I did have bigger things going on and a lot to process. How would you recommend going on? I message him every now and then with something I find amusing or a little cute thought but he doesn't reply. It is probably obvious that I should let it go but I'm struggling without the closure, without the *why*. Anyway, that's what is going on for me at the moment. Funny how a lad occupies my head space more than prison PTSD but there we are. I assume moping about a man is more tangible. Send love. X
